...lost....

its been..3 days now.. and i cant stop thinkn...
the images of us together that night, the day u askd me out..the times we had..the laughs we shared..
the taste of yur lips sealed on mine...i still can taste it..that night..apple...the smell..vanilla...
the touch of yur body up next to mine...lying together with the moonlight piercing thru the window..the kisses ..the hugs..
the way u held me close....sigh...the soft touch and the lust all around...so daymn intense..
sigh..i been thinkn alot..and i cant get u out of my mind... sigh.. everytime i close my eyes i c...us..
the fun times we had..and the times that we shared..sigh
it hard to say goodbye....and sigh..i think alot...and i regret that.....sms...sigh
i had soo many things to say to u that saturday...but i was ...kinda blank..O_o and juz listened to u.....i knew ..i had a feeling that it wouldnt turn out the way that i wanted it to.... yer.... but stil... sigh..
i know there is a part of me that is wishing and hoping that it will be ok..and that it will all work out agen...
but then..sigh i kno that it cant..coz bleh..i fukd it uP..and it juz wasnt meant to be ....
these past few days..hav been..><><"
sighh....so lost....... o.O